Before I go, I would like to add that not too long after I made this post, she claimed that I was nothing more than a con who was unworthy of trust and she was telling me that I never meant anything to her and I am expendable and she only kept in contact with me because she felt sorry for me along with other random hurtful things.

She says this all because I told her one lie about me going to a psychiatric ward during the summer which I told only because she started treating me like crap constantly over 1 Facebook post that apparently triggered her BPD symptoms and wouldn't ease up despite many attempts to go out of my way to make it up to her.

Oh and she also claims that I'm a thief and a leech because I don't have a regular job and because I had her friended on my old eBay account and she ASSUMES that I scammed people out of money because she looked and saw a few negative reviews without knowing the whole story. What she doesn't realize is that I have difficulties holding a normal 9-5 because of social related issues and insecurities of my own and I am still paying for the issue with eBay and it has hurt my credit, yet what happened wasn't intended to be malicious.

Despite my faults, I try to work on my problems every day and improve myself and I do make money online and pay for a lot of my own things.

In short, I have screwed up and I'm not always the best at communication, but I know very well that I don't deserve to be treated this way by her.

Anyways, I'm off to eat.