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I don't know if I took my Remeron twice tonight. I remember looking at the click and thinking that I got to remember to take my pill..... I brushed me teeth, and hopped into bed.
Got back out of bed, opened up my purse.
and there is my pills at the bottom of my small black purse.
Underneath my sunglasses, wallet, etc.

So I must have not taken it right???? You'd think that if I did then my pill bottle would be sitting up top somewhere?

I freaked out and calling my shrink up.

Major [censored] panic attacks

Tingling all over the body

shakes, teeth chattering

Why am I forgetting this?

You'd think that after nearly an hour of thinking I took 2 pills with Remeron being a sleeping aid, you'd think if in fact I did accidently double dose from 30mg-60mg that i'd be sluggish, drowsy etc.

Does that make sense?

OH GOD.

I'm scared