i usually go then come back here. i just prefer to come to share updates from my life, if i need help or if i can help someone; as its best place to share and help without having reply from someone mean or misunderstand.

so updates

well i still have the picking good collage problem i mentioned few months ago as its not easy to pick the one i like in my country its all a matter of marks which inst fair, but i'm hoping to get in good one.

my life mostly on net in the mean time unfortunately i don't have real life friends to hang out with them, and my mom usually busy with home stuff to go out with her. she doesn't let me go out alone though im old enough to take care of myself and i don't have good tools to work on new handicrafts pieces.

i still have the issue of having many speak in my mind and making me feel things i don't feel, or maybe i feel but these voices denying instead of making me feel, oh well it confuse me when i think about it and feel that i'm actually feeling nothing in the end so i cant explain it in right way. i try to use it to make different characters to entertain my online friends, to help me when i write stories, and it makes me feel better, but sometimes i get depressed from it.

thats all