You seem tortured by this. Would your family and pdoc support cutting back on meds so that you can see in a controlled way what happens without meds? It might answer your questions. It's extreme but so is the torture you express so often. My heart aches reading your posts because you are so tortured by this.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD.
Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1600 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 2.5 mg clonazepam., 75 mg Seroquel and 12.5 mg PRNx2 daily
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