Being a teenage male my sex drive is well up...but not as up as most I think. With in the past year I've had very sexual thoughts but not like "i need sex"....I'm afraid...I've never been in a relationship and I'm young...I've dated 2 ppl but briefly and wasn't even a considered relation in my book. I'm so so scared...lately on the front of PC alot of ppl ask about "not getting sex" and feel its ruining the relationshipp....IS SEX ALL ABOUT RELATIONSHIPS?!

I'm so scared..I do have sexual thoughts...I've never acted upon them with another person..I'm just so scared I'll fallin love with someone and have to provide sex to keep them...don't get me wrong..sex is a human want yes I have that...but I dunno I'm afraid PC...that I won't be good enough...I probably make no sense...but I'm always thinking about this..I cry about it..its very serious to me...

I feel that I need a sexual experience as a teen to calm my emotions...But I'm the type of person that if it ever gets that far then its true love..and I believe in only ONE true love..and I'll never replace them..

Gosh ramble ramble.............................sry!