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Old Oct 04, 2015, 08:38 PM
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I agree with what you all are saying but I am trying to earn money so i can move out and get out of her house. I mean I am not doing this to be annoying or to get her or I into trouble I am doing it....so that I can have an income and be able to move out. I get that she dosn't like what I am doing cause it dosn't match up with her moral compass. But to call what I do pornography is not acurate half of what I do is not what she would refer to as sexual anyway.... it honestly seems more like being a sex therapist then anything. My boyfriend and I have discussed the idea of purchasing our own internet for downstairs to contibute to my work, as well as for our own internet/gaming use in general, and if we invested in this now...when we saved enough money we could take it with us when we move.

I am sorry that a lot of you don't agree with this but I am respectfully saying this now that is your opinions only. Its not like I am doing this kind of thing to get back at my mom or to be disrespectful to her I did it cause I felt comfertable doing it. And when all I was doing was sitting at home filling out applications I knew there was a better easier way for me to be able to make money. And I wanted to do so....

and frankly the fact she mad it seem like when I moved back in that I could do what i wanted in the basement. That makes it seem like I can do what I want to do.....

again not trying to be rude here just expressing how I have looked at this situation in my experience.
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