((((((anna))))))

May I first say you are not alone. I understand what you are going through. I know the feeling of wondering where the knowledge is suppose to come from to deal with the emotions and feelings. When you do not know how to tell someone what it is you are feeling because you yourself cannot not put words to it. I understand that all too well. When you never knew how to deal with it as a child, how are you suppose to just deal with it as an adult.

It is not easy, and taking it one day at a time is all you can do. I cry right beside you for the feelings you are having. Sometimes I wonder if anyone listens to what I say as deep down inside feelings and emotions stir. But truth is, they do listen, and they do try. Sometimes it is just so dark that we do not see others surrounding us with love and support. I know because I too feel that at times. It has been really dark the last several weeks, but I know in my heart that I am not alone. Coming here and reading, I connect to others like you and hope that somehow I can say something that will let them know I understand.

Continue to reach out. You deserve to be heard, validated, and to know you are not alone. I care and I reach out my hand to you. Together we can walk this and learn from each other. Please take care of yourself. Keep posting and reaching. I care.

purplesecrets