Man. It was as if I ****ing wrote what you wrote. Am I bipolar.? Am I a fraud?

I literally thought I was the only one.

I don't have a answer. A solution. I can just tell you that you are no alone.

I function well (enough). Maybe. Or maybe I'm a good talker and can justify to everyone (even myself) my actions are based on external factors. Fool myself thinking I am fine, and others are the problem.

Maybe you are me are just really good fakers and lie ers. So good we fool ourselves.

Or maybe we are just looking for a excuse for our poor decisions, attitudes, and failures.

Who knows. I'm rambaling. It's 1am and I still can't sleep. Damn WD.

So I'm just saying your not alone.