I am perpetually single. My social skills are very poor and I am crap at reading people. Looking back at my life, every single time I had an opportunity to start a relationship, I screwed it up. But then, I am in no place in my life to be in a relationship, I guess. I really should get my life together first before seeking companionship. But sometimes I feel seeking out a relationship of sorts could help me get my life together. I don't know. As much as I long for more intimate human companionship, I've just become used to being single and alone. Sad, but true.