How do I stop when I only feel OK if I drink?
I know it's bad for me, I know it's not my friend but I can't cope without it! There are NO DRUGS that offer what alcohol offers!
Can't be in my own life without alcohol! But it's getting less effective and more expensive by the day....
Hate my life, can't deal.... Don't wanna feel...
And alcohol offers false hope..
I know all this but yet I drink.....
What do I do?
(Please no AA stuff! It's great for some people but I'm a lapsed Christian so any higher power stuff is too much!)

Thanks

FT