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Originally Posted by ShaggyChic_1201
I have walked in these shoes. They pinch something awful and the only way you feel better is when you take them off and let your feet (yourself) heal.
I'm saying this because you asked for feedback. I'd say the only "wrong" thing you did was putting yourself lower than this woman, and then continuing to seek connection when she said things that should have rpobably sent you packing. Reading it, I felt a sense of desperation from you - desperate to be a good friend and maybe to have a friend, I"m not sure. But with some people, clearly this person, they thrive when they feel one up.
In rereading it, do you see where maybe it would have been better for you to stop the conversation, and maybe the friendship sooner?
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Yes, I only continued as long as I did because I was desperate. I want to be understood and accepted which is extremely difficult because of my problems. As it stands right now, I have no other women in my life aside from a couple that I've befriended on PC which makes the rejection even more painful.
With my income and mental health being as unstable as it is, what women is going to want to deal with me? Even finding women to have sex with me is difficult beings I don't have a car currently let alone somebody who can show me any kind of affection.
I'm unlovable when I'm not at my best.