Just wanted to let everyone know I'm trying to hang in there. Wanted to say thank you to everyone, means a lot to me that you all replied.

I start nursing school on the 27th of this month. I'm trying to hang on until then when I can get some kind of order to my life. I need something to keep me busy and going.

I am eating somewhat, but still purging several times a week. I worked so hard in the past to gain recovery from ana and I'm trying really hard to not fall deep into that pit. But for right now purging is the only emotional relief I have right now.

That where I'm at right now.