well i seen my new t today.. not sure if i like her yet or not...... at first she kinda made me mad cause she was like u might not have depression the way u feel might be from ur sleep apnea.. and i was like some of it might be but not all..... then i started telling her more about me and how i feel... and as we talked more and more i started to kinda like her.. i have mixed feelings right now about her... not sure if i like her yet completely but ill soon know after seeing her a few more times...... shes said her dx for me is bipolar II....... i told her that my old pdoc kept changing it on me.. first bipolar then just mood disorder then shizoaffected so i wasnt sure what my dx is..... she said that she would dx me with bipolar II and that shes certain the new pdoc will agree with her... she said i defentaly need to get back on meds.. cause my moods arent stable... and shes said i def. need to work on my anger... shes said she can tell by the way i describe things that i have alot of anger inside...... i told yeah.... i dont gop back till the 23rd.. i will see new pdoc that day as well as her.....
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lots of love,
Skittles
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