Tanto - you may have just described my life. I feel like someone who lies and can't keep track of their stories, but the thing is that when I say something - in that moment it is the truth and I mean it whole heartedly. Then another day, or even a few hours later it has changed.

I consider myself an honest person. But my ideas change quickly. I'm easily swayed because I want to please others, or I am stubborn because I cannot change my opinion to make you happy.

I feel like a contradiction in motion. All the while screaming "Trust Me". But I don't trust me - not for a minute.