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Originally Posted by newtus
i wish i didnt have to get a job but that might be what i have to do. im not in the right mind to keep a job. im not motivated by anything in life right now. what should i do? should i goto DARS anyway? (department of rehabilitative services to find a job? they help people on disability find a job). or should i just keep being like this. i really dont want a job but i have nothing to do all day.
im also afraid of some of my disability getting taken away from me if i get one.
i sometimes wonder if im lazy or if its my illness
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having a job is a good way to talk to peers. it also gets me out of the house. also, it makes me feel good about myself that i am working and earning some of my own money. there are lots of jobs that can cater to different needs. i know its anxiety inducing to apply for jobs and go to interviews. i know i complain about my job a lot but i would rather have it than not have it and have nothing to do every day