I wonder the same thing, I was blaming my lack of motivation to look for a job on my medication but now I'm off medication I've no excuses yet I still don't have the motivation to look for a job. I mean, I look after myself, cook my meals, wash my dishes, do laundry etc. etc. all ok so it's like, if I can do that surely I can look for a job, yet I don't.

I wonder if I am just lazy & freeloading off my parents, not wanting to face up to the responsibilities of being fully independent... I certainly don't think like that but on a sub-conscious level you know?

Yet I don't really think that's the case, I do want a job... I'd like to have something to do, have more money & the social opportunities it would open up but I just don't know, I seem to keep putting it off.