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Old Oct 05, 2015, 12:13 PM
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I wonder the same thing, I was blaming my lack of motivation to look for a job on my medication but now I'm off medication I've no excuses yet I still don't have the motivation to look for a job. I mean, I look after myself, cook my meals, wash my dishes, do laundry etc. etc. all ok so it's like, if I can do that surely I can look for a job, yet I don't.


I wonder if I am just lazy & freeloading off my parents, not wanting to face up to the responsibilities of being fully independent... I certainly don't think like that but on a sub-conscious level you know?


Yet I don't really think that's the case, I do want a job... I'd like to have something to do, have more money & the social opportunities it would open up but I just don't know, I seem to keep putting it off.

same on the last paragraph. i want a job and keep saying ill get a job when i get my bachelors degree. difference between you and i is i dont cook my own meals. my dad cooks it for me. nor do i wash my own dishes. but i do my own laundry.

i feel so bad about myself. i have 0 motivation to even live and i feel like i could be better off dead sometimes. everyone would just forget about me after a month. maybe im depressed right now idk...
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