i have been shy and awkward to try to be friend with anyone since first day i went to school but pretty few tried to be friend with me and were nice then left school
now going to collage and still dont have a real friends at least not in real life all my best friends which are few like 1-5 on net

i wish to find friends in collage but im so shy to start conversation and if i did i speak about weird things, imaginary stuff then get really depressing which usually push people away

so as some said for some of us we can just go out and try to meet people, but we think we dont fit or afraid to start friendship :/