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Originally Posted by divine1966
You are saying people judge your looks but don't you yourself judge?
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If you judge me, you open the door and give me every right to judge you right back.
If you stereotype me, I stereotype right back.
If you judge me by ridiculous standards, I will judge you by even more ridiculous standards.
I did not ask for it, and certainly did not want it, yet I got it anyway. For that, I will thus demand satisfaction and recompense in return, by giving what was not expected of me. By receiving you give, by giving you receive.
If you want to understand me, if the world wants to understand me, understand and believe that I am a mirror which reflects every image cast upon me.
Truly, me being fat says more about the world's own fears than my own. It is them that fear for me, not me for me. It is them who have a problem with it. I am here, I exist, I am an image, why must I take issue against myself? A kingdom divided against itself cannot last.
The fact of the matter is, the world wants me to change the way I look, and now everyone is just trying to convince me it's because they care about me, which is not true. They hate me, because I bring something to the table which they cannot digest. The reason they want me to change is because they cannot find it in
themselves to accept me for who I am. Why do I have to be thin to be accepted? Surely, when you really look at it, it is
them that have the problem with it, not me.
I have a problem with the fact that they have a problem with me. Nobody
had to have a problem with me, nobody was forced to have a problem with me, yet they chose to.
And I'll tell you now exactly why they have a problem with me, because it's all based on the one thing on which every single "problem" is based - fear. They fear that if they mingle with me, they have somehow contaminated their standards, which places them in a bad light in society. Mixing with the fat is like mixing with a leper, an alcoholic, a drug addict - you are judged by the people you mingle with. It's that fear of being seen as lower in society because they mixed with a fattie, dated a fattie, or loved a fattie. Just like they won't be caught without their make-up and dress-sense.