I feel your pain. I can't say I honestly have any real friends. I have people I talk to on occasion. It's hard going thro life without any real friends. There are times when I honestly don't mind just being left alone but there are them times when we all just need someone to talk to or a shoulder.

I'm in the middle of a separation right now with my wife and I can say it really sucks not having anyone to talk to. The best I can say is try to keep yourself busy. Let your mind wander alittle so as not to focus to much on what is ripping you apart atm. Try to find any type of hobby that can keep you safe and busy. From my very short time here it seems this place has alot of caring people so use that tool. Friendships can come in weird ways from what I've seen, even if it is just an internet friendship it can still be something.