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Old Oct 05, 2015, 05:04 PM
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I don't feel right today. I am worried. For the last few weeks, whenever I start to fall asleep, I itch all over, on the inside. At first, I thought it was a side effect of an anti-biotic I was taking for strep throat but I haven't taken it for over a week and it is still happening. It makes me kick my feet and move around constantly while trying to sleep. Last night, I hardly slept. I woke up many times throught the night then everytime I went to fall back asleep, this would happen. Last night I started to worry because the itching turned to burning that I worried could kill me. I felt panicked. Is this going to happen forever? Is it psychological?

I have anxiety sitting on my stomach today for what I don't understand. I have a sense of regret for things that I can't put my finger on. I have an unsettled feeling of the past. Like a remembrance of negative emotions but nothing to attach them it. I feel like a child.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now

Tori Amos ~ Crucify

Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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