((((((((nothemama8, Sundance, kimmydawn, and emmy))))))))))

I cannot believe the amount of support I have received on this and my other threads lately.

Yes, I know what you mean kimmydawn- all that you said. But actually I think keeping in touch with other people who suffer is saving my life right now. It brings positive energy into my heart and it helps me feel connected. If I can't feel love for me, at least I can feel the warmth of love in my heart for another soul- and build from there.

Emmy, this low spell has been going on for several months as I've been involved in some intense trauma work. I have never been medicated and I don't even know what my diagnosis is actually. I keep trying to pull myself out, but the tremendous amount of stressors I am dealing with right now are just weighing me down. I am also isolated from any source of 3d emotional support right now. I only have the internet and telephone. And I seem to lack motivation to get out there and create more support for myself.

I am fighting. I am trying my best. I just hurt a lot. Somedays are better than others.

Love to you all. Thanks so much for the blessing of you in my life!!!

Angela