Psychology is the study of the mind, behavior, study of mind development.

Hello,
Been struggling in my mind lately. I feel as though my every move is being watched. My wife seems to see something wrong. She seems to question everything I do, or don’t do. I want to find a p doc since I have not seen one in years. My gp has been prescribing my meds for a while, with out question. I don’t think that they are working for me. I have been seeing an interesting doc about different blood tests trying to get some of my vitamin and mineral levels in check, including my thyroid. I have not seen much if any help from this. Other people swear by this doc, I feel very pressured to continue with her. But I am starting to wonder if some of these other otc meds and other things are not adding to my mental instability. I have been able to keep things ‘together’, but I feel as though I am on the edge of a cliff. I am working 2 jobs at the present to pay the bills and provide for my family. I saw a talk therapist for a little bit, but things did not click. I live so far away from any professional help, it is not like I can just leave for an hour to go see someone. It is a most of the day event to see someone. Then that compounds the problem with getting enough hours in at work to get paid enough for the bills. I have been almost hypomanic for almost a year. May be because of all the extra meds from this other doc. I started collage, work 50-70 hrs at one job then another 16-24 at the other every week. I also tore down my old barn in and started to build a new one in its place. I also volunteer for several helpful organizations.
Well that is a mouth full. Please any suggestions. I think I know what I need to do but am somewhat afraid of doing it. Tell me what you think I should do???????? Help