To be present and one participate. Be part of something. I'm trying here to see if I can learn something from you. I know what that's trying to say, it's not sinking in though. I just seem to struggle about what defines me. This is, I guess, separated from anxiety and negativity, this is also not me withdrawing.

Can I own me, being myself? Okay, here's an extreme example. One day, we're gonna have a first Android/AI, just imagine the advanced version of Cylon. (Please don't go too technical on this one.) Does it get unrecognizably human like, if it started to walk amongst us human?

I just sometimes see myself completely separated from the population. I know I can't live alone.

Edit: The cylon, if it were preloaded with all the knowledge, would we be okay? I think that's a scary thought. Is this how I see humanity?