I am really wondering if your perception is clouded a bit. And is a bit unrealistic. I know a lot of people of all ages. I never heard people being afraid of contamination if they associate with heavier people. Nobody looks down on me or think I am lower in society because I love heavy guy or have heavy friends!

If people have problem with you could it be something else? Not weight? I really wonder why do you think people want you to be thin? What people? I've been thinner and heavier in life and people didn't look at me any different.

I do believe therapy might be very helpful for you

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