I was fine, today I did everything I should do and while I got a terrible shock with my Time saver, everything else came fine. Found new information about my posgrade, have my teeth filled and even got an interview tomorrow. My first.

But then I told my mom 10 minutes ago that the dentist needed to do another work and those are 400 more and she forgot to pay the phone bill and sounded...exasperated? annoyed? that blew up my anxiety. Through the roof. I cost so, so, so much and I can't stop. I need to finish this dental and then comes my therapist and then the TOEFL and then the translation of my papers and Oh my god, I feel trapped. I want to stop costing, costing, costing and costing and my back is killing me and I want to curl and be in my home and just be under my covers and close myself