As many of you know i want to make a suicide attempt but not kill myself just physically sick to satisfy my urge to end my life anyway if i survive i want to not go to a mental hospital but a crisis home as i was reading about in another post.ive been to one before and hate mental hospitals with a passion cause i hate being confined it makes me turn rabid dog literally im not the same person there and they put me on the worse unit and drug and restrain me a lot.in a less restrictive environment i think i can do better. I think i will ask but i don't know if I'll be allowed to go cause they don't always offer it and theres not always room. I went once though and loved it but i didn't have many clothes cause it's far away the place and i couldn't watch tv cause they lost my glasses at the mental hospital i came from but it was amazing

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