I did it my first time in fear of not ever having that kind of experience till later in life. I have never been in a relationship & am not a virgin. Do I regret it? I regretted it for years esp. because it wasn't with a special person. But at the same time, I think if I hadn't done it, I would still have stayed one for a long time. I just got really impatient. I thought "Live like you'll die tomorrow" I'm glad I did it but at the same time, it feels weird that I did it because of the fear of staying a virgin.
I feel like I would've been where you are and you could've been where I am. It was just that we made different choices.
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