Sweetheart....you are so much more than s***, you are so much more than nothing. I know you realize this and right now you are very angry and hurt. I don't blame you one little bit my dear friend.....I cannot imagine how frustrated you are. I'm so very sorry this crap is happening. It's just not fair dammit. Someone so in need of assistance and to be turned away at every avenue just doesn't make sense.
You and your family are in my heart....I send you patience, understanding and love. I hope soon an answer will reveal itself.
xoxoxo
Jean