OK let me add, for me the baseline is constant neutral/detached/low-ish energy mood except for moments with anger which is perfectly normal for me, I've always been like that in my whole life. The low-ish energy thing is not how I was in my whole life however. That's the thing that seems like a somewhat depressive symptom.

But in the episodes that are not the baseline, I don't have a constant high mood. It's just high positive too and negative too. Mixed in this sense.