I've always liked people, I've always tried with people, and I've always tried to connect with people. Don't dare anyone accuse me of being rude, unkind, uncaring, uninterested. It's all I've done for 20 years long, and it was never good enough!

These people are exactly like my dad and all the other damn narcissists I've had to deal with over the years. Nothing is ever their fault, it all lies with me.

Why do I then search within me for the answers and find none? Made me think - maybe the answer doesn't lie with me after all. Hell, if you look in the fridge and you still don't find the car keys, then maybe the car keys aren't lying in the damn fridge.

It takes two people to make it work, not just me. All I do is give, give, give, and they just take, then leave. Well, I'm done! I'm sick of this! I'm not trying one damn little bit anymore. I've had enough!

They started this whole mess. If you don't like me, then tell me, but take responsibility for it, don't try to make it my fault if you don't like me. I'm sick and tired of taking responsibility for other people's fears.

I will no longer be an emotional dumping ground for demons that haunt the lives of others.

This is why the world is the way it is today, and all this crap you see happening will never improve as long as people are asleep. It will just get worse and the world WILL be destroyed.

It seems I'm talking to the walls as usual, because nobody seems to listen to what I'm saying. I'm not going to repeat myself a thousand times in different ways for people to understand. I've explained myself enough now.

Moderators - please - I want this thread closed.