Itsjustme was right in chat tonight. There is a place to talk about my relationship issues. My husband and I had our first real fight Sunday night. We have been togehter for 10 yrs married for 5. As I went to close the woodstove door,per his request, I thought to myself "be gentle with the handle" after I shut the door he criticized the way I did it. I LOST IT. He has been critisizing me a lot. I Ended up crying behind his back. Was 20 minutes late for therapy the next day and spent the whole time just crying. The thing that kills me the most is that the next day, my husband acted like nothing was wrong. I was still very upset.

I tried to let him know a bit of what was going on with me. I told him the doctor wanted me to have 2 more blood tests. Did he bother to ask why???? NO! Today I learned I needed more tests. No point in telling him. My doctor has suggested that he come to a session or two. That scares the hell out of me. My Goodness I might have to talk to my husband.

I know he is angry, but I am not the only thing that causes his anger. His job is very stressful, and he is yelling at our dogs more. My big problem is when he slams cabinet doors and stuff. I just cringe. My biological father was a very angry man. It scares me to think that my husband could be anything like that man.

Enough venting for me. I am grateful that I think I am safe as my husband would never lay a hand on me. Then again he never was this angry before.