Justy,

Hang in there honey. If I had to guess, I would say part of the cause of these rapid shifts in mood is the fact that you ARE hungry. Most people get much more emotional and much less rational when they are hungry. It's a natural response to lose some of the control over your perceptions and responses when your body is in bare survival mode.

Hold on. You have things to live for. You must remember that and hold onto it in your dark moments. You know now that there is some part of you that wants to live- and many, many people who want to see you live, and NEED you to live.

And yes, hold onto the warmth of your sweet children. Let their little spirits keep your soul warm and giving, and alive.

(((((hugs)))))
Angela