I hear you. I'm of this society and I tried to do a work just to find black hat techniques for search engines. I studied for over 10 hours and do 8 hour practice. My result: 22/66 and 26/60. And while I had done my fair share of computer work, I'm horrible at it. I have a degree with Mycrosoft about Window and Excel and I can't tell you how I passed or how do they work and I'm over a month in a course in coding and I have not passed the first week.

Honestly, I would give a try to be a teacher. Not saying is because it easy, but because it force you to socialize. Is not about becoming a one man party, but working with people is paramount and it will train you, little by little, in how to deal with different kind of people all around.

You could try by starting to give personal teaching classes. You know, of what you are an expert (and I believe you must be an expert in something) to one or two kids, just to try it.

But the good news is that, while new technologies are advancing faster and faster, they are rarely being implemented with that kind of speed in workplaces, specially those with the goverment. People like things that are true and tested and we are not the only ones who prefer to get one technology and stick with it. Forget about coding, just try to know how to use Office, Drive or Dropbox, Facebook and if you have people close to you, if they can teach you how do they manage computer in their workplace.

I hope your day is better. See ya.