i personally told her i think shes stronger than what she makes herself out to be but she says no. so idk. ive tried to up her spirits about herself and help her but she just doesnt think shes strong.

i mean id like to think even im strong willed or minded with MY mental illness. so i tried to like slightly push her into thinking she can do it. well...looks like shes already doing it and doesnt think shes strong willed. although when she complains to me about having having no friends i get sort of agitated by that or frustrated. because shes out at bars and poetry clubs every once and awhile and thats still in between her camps and water skiiing and etc. so idk what to think.