Hi Anylou,

That's a lot to got through for anyone! I'm so glad you're getting some help now. Psych Central is a good place to come for a chance to let off steam or just ask for support.
Hiddensecret is right, you have probably done the best thing and I really hope you find your own life and can build some healthy friendships and find some happiness in the future.
Keep up the good work and keep in touch.
I look forward to seeing more posts from you in the future.