I went to my doctor today. She gave me new medicine for the pain. I have degenerative spine, in all my back. Have a bunch in the muscles in my neck near vertabrea and spinal column. She is sending me to a neurologist. Made an appointment with a counselor next monday. It is free of charge for me so i am grateful. Will talk about everything i have been suffering with. Told doctor i am depressed and cannot snap out of it, i am not my old self. Told her i think i must have a chemical imbalance in my brain. She referred me to both neurologist for brain seizures, mini strokes, and strokes that happened. Also for spine deteriating on me. And to counselor to deal with my depression. Finally i feel i am making a new start. Thank you all of you for your encouragement and support. Hugs....