Hi folks.

This is my first post. I'm brazilian, 29, male.

I've been having, since I can remember, a problem with relationships and rejections, more precisely when I've been with someone for a long time and they doesnt grow any real feelings for me. I never got past the first time it happened, and every time it happens I carry that feeling and that person on my mind forever. Had one at 2004, one at 2007, and now, 2015, it happened again. Same story.

1- With been together exclusively dating each other for months.
2- I start falling in love for the girl.
3- She says it's only physical and doesn't feel the same.
4- I can't deal with it, I try to play it cool so she doesnt go away or get scared, hoping someday she'll feel the same way.
5- She goes away, finds someone else and I just can watch.

I think I never had a day where I didn't felt rejected, even when I was commited, even on a 5 year relationship, I still had those feelings for the previous heart breaks.

This time, the girl felt nothing emotionally, met a guy after me and now she moved in with him.

I can't sleep. I can't eat. I can't rest.

I really need some help and advice. I'm so exhausted of hearing "thats normal", "that happens". Something is wrong with me.

Thanks for your time.
adn