Well I have to be ok, no other choice. I'm coping because I've been numb since my cat died. I don't feel things anymore, if I did I wouldn't be ok, at all. And I have to be ok, cos well just because.

Maybe you could try the groups? The others there would maybe be nervous too! Could you even contact a leader maybe and find out what happens at the groups?

There are things I want to talk about but there are so many different boards on this site I don't know where to start, and I'm afraid I'll be sneered at on another site I'm on, by someone I fell out with. I don't want to take up anyone's time either. Anyway/end randomness.