Well actually there's plenty of things one can do to change and improve ones life. But who's actually going to admit they're lazy and in control and responsible for the choices they make, really, well except me, but I'm a special case apparently.

Nice little dig about Europe, I would hardly call a 4 day trip to Amsterdam "traveling around Europe". That was a struggle going on that trip. I was carrying around a knife for a few weeks prior and was almost detained mere days before. So yeah, my "illness" was flaring up, but I don't have schizophrenia so it couldn't have possibly been that bad.