Oh boy this assignment t! I sorta see, that if Anger and GLG could work together, they would balance each other out perfectly. That's the 'wholeness' that you talk about all the time, isn't it? They are so so so separate right now. It's like, I can't even claim Anger as part of me, let alone allow it and GLG to work together. I remember we talked about this stuff before. Please don't remind me cuz I know we have. We're revisiting it, with me in a different place than last time, so it's really the FIRST time for the current version of me if that makes any sense so please please t don't lose patience with me now. And damn it all I kinda feel like I love you more than ever for putting up with me. It makes me want to ask Anger if there is anything it can do about this ridiculous attachment I have to you. Yes, it's ridiculous. Don't try to tell me it's not. (Ooh, was that Anger chiming in here?) You are my t. That's it. Yes, as I told you before, a talented, warm and caring t, but you are ONLY my t. I need to just get over this idiocy. Gah! I will make myself talk about this on Thursday.
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