I am sorry for the way I acte4d when I as psychotic I would ever be understood and could not focus on my words I was very defensive every where I go I bring trouble its like I say these things they make focus to me but they dont work for everyone else and they cause confusin of anger and I cant work around it so I leave or disappear from embarrassment. I am sorry. I dont know what else more I can say really. My mind its so gone I cant even work my functioning sentences out for understanding as I would like.