PT correctly read my mood and put that together with seeing I'd been in ER last week. Got me to be honest with her (and let me know she's had other clients like me and that she cares). She had a social worker call me today. There are no services to be had (as I already know - hence why I was struggling so much), but it is nice that people care. Helps some. And pt said "I hope you don't do anything.... I'd miss ya." Then gave me a hug at the end of session.