{{{{{{{{{{{{{Justy}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} just wanted to give you a safe hug. Sometimes I get to a point where I am convinced that the food in the grocery store will kill me if I eat it. I know this is different from what you are experiencing but it is a powerful feeling about the food around me. I will walk into the store and wander around getting more and more upset because I can't find anything the won't kill me. What I do is I go to a little organic specialty store called Marlenes and buy just a few organic items and know that this food will truely nourish me and make me more able to cope with what is happening to upset me and trigger this phobia. By eating an organic food I am able to eat less and get more nourishment and feel better. Would this help you?
Carrie