and since I'm on a roll and posting here rather than working like a I should be - here's another thing I've often wondered about myself.
as I said in another post, I really try to avoid interaction but when I can't and am forced to be around people, I will often find myself hanging out with women instead. regardless of whether its family or people from the neighborhood or whatever, I feel more comfortable with the women. I feel inferior to anyone really but the culture of men just seems to not be me. I probably have more to say about this but I really need to get back to work.