Hmmm... if you went to the source of their faith's educational center... then that IS what they believe and truly, you don't belong there??? You want an unconditional loving faith... I suggest you keep seeking.
Here's an old site, but the questionaire will help you see which "faith" is most closely aligned with what you already believe.
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