I'm glad you're seeing me today - means I didn't get you sick and you're not upset at me. I don't want to talk to you about why you made the extra appointment for me without asking. I wouldn't have asked and I'd just keep going down this dark hole and you know that because you know me. I hope I don't just stare at you but you're a genius at getting me to talk about what I don't want to talk about it when I don't want to talk about it. After today I won't see you for more than a week. I'm not sure how I'm supposed to manage that after being able to be with you in my safe place multiple times a week for a year now. I'm sure I'll be texting more and I hope you'll be okay with that...

EM