I'm suffocating today. The last time I spoke with my pdoc about meds, he told me to go back to 600 MG of Lamictal if I started to feel unwell. I guess I will do it. I feel like rocking in the corner. I feel afraid. I have all of the kids here today and my husband asked me to please clean up the house which I haven't touched since we got back from vacation. I don't know how to do it. My youngest baby is sick and has a fever and slept on me all day until I had to pick up the others at 3:15. I just laid there all day, feeling like I couldn't move, completely sick inside. Now I don't know what to do. The kids keep talking to me and I feel sheepish, overwhelmed by their questions and conversation. I want to break glass. This cannot continue.