I'm not so much reluctant to do more as I am just exhausted with trying more. My whole life has been nothing but seeing Therapists. I've been on god knows how many different meds as well. Very few things have worked and the few that did work I can't go back to. One thing that worked was as simple as finally meeting someone that talked to me like a normal human and not just another number. The amount of different meds I've been on has caused issues as well. I'm very lucky I have a son as I was told I would never have kids. I've been told I have so many different things wrong with me that I honestly don't know what I do and don't have anymore. The last doc I met with said I have PTSD now and so I'm trying to grasp what it is as well now. Overall just most things have not worked and it has drained me to try new things that may end up with just the same results.