((((((((candybear))))))))

i hope you are doing ok today, on this anniversary.....

i've lost too many people i love...... there are just good days and bad days for me.... some days i can think of them and laugh about the good times, other days i miss them so much i want to scream....... but i think of them every day. i don't think it ever goes away completely, i mean its been almost 17 years since my mom died - half my life - and i still think about her every day, even though alot of my memories have gotten fuzzy by now. when you lose a big part of your life it leaves a hole, that's the only way i can put it. but thinking of you and hoping you are hanging in there.......